December 2011
#9 Reflection - School
Winterball, 4.0, got into AP Eng & APUSH, thought a lot about college, did well on my exit exam and Star Test, yeaaah.
This year:
New friends, slacked off, maybe a weighted 4.0…, old friends, became lightweight interested in someone!?, SAT studying, Sojourn!!, yeah.
#8 Reflection - The most fun getaway
Going to LA & Vegas! I’m too lazy to go into detail.
#7 Reflection - Birthday
Kevin surprised me with Flowers & I just spent the day w/ him and my parents.
#6 Reflection - Best Friends
In all honesty?
Jackie, Pearl, Amanda, and Charlene. I have many close friends but it wouldn’t feel right putting anyone else’s name down.
#5 Reflection - The Best Moment
Uhm finally being in his arms I guess. I mean it was one of those, “It is finally happening” moments. I literally couldn’t believe the time had finally arrived. I was ecstatic.
#4 Reflection - The Worst Day
My parents found out about something and went crazy, as they rightfully should have. I cried for like 2 hours. Ugh, worst day of my life.
#3 Reflection- The Best Day
Well it wasn’t the best day, but I’ll talk about a three that stick out to me.
1.)
There was this huge party for Jackie on September 17. We were all just chillin’ at Aiden’s house. After we walked around like a huge mob lmfao. Then I crashed at Aiden’s house. Youknowwhoo & I actually got to sleep together! On the fucking floor LOL. In the morning we had...
#2 Reflection - Relationships
My relationship with Kevin ended :/ He was a good boyfriend though! It was like losing a bestfriend lol. He and I didn’t talk AT ALL after we broke up. We saw each other for the first time in like.. October? First time we talked too. It wasn’t that hard to move on at all actually. But like, we just had a weird breakup. It was like on/off for a bit then we finally ended. S’all...
#1 Reflection - A few memories from 2011
There is no specific order.
1. Blaze.
2. Drinking vodka in my pink container LOL.
3. Vegas & sneaking out to the strip.
4. Dying my hair tons of times.
5. Sophomore Winterball!
6. Flowers from Kevin.
7. Cooking w/ Kevin.
8. Cuddling w/ V.
9. Walking in as “strangers” and leaving as a couple hahaha. Cute.
10. Webcamming for like 5 hours tons of times!
11. I cussed this...
2011 Reflection Challenge
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2011. Day 2: Relationship(s). Day 3: The best day. Day 4: The worst day. Day 5: The most memorable moment. Day 6: Your best friend(s). Day 7: Your birthday. Day 8: The funnest getaway. Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one.
I am so dumb. Like forreal. I’m trying to do practice SAT’s and I suck at the god damn math section.
Why the fuck am I trippin tho. I’m going to SCU anyways so whatever. Not like I’m aiming for Stanford or some shit.
That’s right Zoe, aim for an average school.
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Cheating.
When you’re in a relationship, sometimes you can be pushed away. Maybe they’re not replying to you as quickly as before, or maybe they’re just too busy for you now. Either way, being neglected hurts. But that is NO excuse to be unfaithful. And by being unfaithful, I mean flirting, kissing, dating, or anything that crosses the line, with someone other than your boy/girlfriend.
...
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Keep moving forward.
You can spend all the time in the world on thinking about the past. You can relive every memory in your mind. You can relive every tear, every laugh, every story. You can do this if you choose to.
But why would you do that? Why would you spend your time thinking about what didn’t make it to your present? There is a reason these people aren’t still with you. Whether you know the...
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About you
Why you follow me
If you met me what would you do
A cute message
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One thing you want to know about me
20 questions time (:
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Steps to Healing
Step 1 - Delete all pictures that remind you of him.
Step 2 - Don’t blog, like, or reblog things that remind you of him.
Step 3 - Don’t facebook stalk the girls you think he’s moved on to.
Step 4 - Block him temporarily. That way you can’t look at his profile.
Step 5 - Delete his number.
Step 6 - Don’t reply to his texts. NO MATTER WHAT.
Step 7 - Think...
Don't give up just because your heart is broken;...
There's so many reasons to be happy.
So stop focusing on the reasons to be unhappy.
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fuck you.
OKAY. for those of you that read my tumblr, you know that i literally post every single day that I’m “moving on” or “finally done” or “letting go” and YET, you still see me posting about my feelings for him and shit.
well seriously, I’m done. I PROMISE. Because like.. I just saw, straight up, that I am nothing to him. I am just like any other girl...
On a lighter note, I’m moving on. Even tho it doesn’t seem like it, I am. Other people are catching my interest. But! I’m refraining from dating still. Trying to stay single, but some people are making it difficult.
abbbybeee:
Seriously, why would you let someone that isn’t a part of your life anymore make such a big impact on your life? Yeah, that person probably meant something special to you, but you shouldn’t let anyone bring you down.
Fuck.
Vent vent vent
I don’t get why I think like this. I don’t get why any of this bothers me when we’re just FRIENDS.
Maybe because I’ve ALWAYS hated feeling unimportant to you. Maybe because I’ve always hated feeling like an option, like just another girl.
I don’t know why I think it’s justified for me to be angry about it. I mean, we’re just friends. You can talk...
Watchxoxociara:
So damn perfect.
I love this. I love them.
Anonymous asked: 15.
Anonymous asked: 2.
Anonymous asked: can you post a pic of your hair without any editing?
Even after everything, you’re still the only one I want.
HONESTY HOUR.
1: Full name?
2: Current crush!?
3: Addiction?
4: How tall am I?
5: Relationship status?
6: Girls I trust?
7: Boys I trust?
9: Current mood?
10: Favorite color?
11: Confession;
12: Who I miss?
13: Who I last hugged?
14: Who understands me?
15: Someone who is always there for me:
16: Last Text?
17: Who’s a stranger:
18: Who makes me laugh the most?
19: Who I do the craziest stuff with?
20: Who makes me smile?
21: What am i listening to?
22: Turn on’s?
23: Turn offs?
24: Bestfriends?
26: Second confess?
27: What I hate?
28: Who’s annoying?
Getting flaked on ? Ok.
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Me: How do you find Will Smith in the snow?
Mum: He's black
Me:
Mum:
Me:
Mum:
Me: You look for fresh prints, but oh my god
Omg. I just need to move onnnnnn.
Frealz
You realize I ALWAYS reply, right? Unless I’m sleeping? I always reply within like 10 minutes. Usually in 2. I always reply, no matter how much I don’t want to or how much I’m annoyed at you. Even if it’s just a “k”, at least I replied. I don’t do that for anyone else.
But now I’ve deleted your number. You never reply anyways. You have plenty of...