February 2011
Why Are You With Her.
tedeezy:
Honestly.
If you think your girl flirts with every nigga she talks to,
if you think your girl does things with every nigga she chills with,
if you’re so insecure about leaving her alone with your boys,
if you’re so paranoid about things when she goes out with her girls,
if you don’t trust her when you’re not with her,
if you think of her in such a bad way & thinks she...
God damn I'm so happy! Shieeet, I love this new...
Happy, Fun, Determined.
Sooo this morning I woke up at 540 and showered. Hella early I know! I spent the extra time talking on the phone with Zurich :) Nice way to start off my morning !
Okay so classes were chill! Excited and yet not so excited for swimming =X . I did my homework on time! What a nice weight to relieve off my shoulders. Bio was fun, my group is surprisingly chill!(:
Lunch was work work work. I...
January 2011
I guess the reason I’m not sad is because I saw this coming. I guess I got out my sadness last week and so now, why should I have to go through all that again? I can choose to be sad about things and right now, I’m choosing to be neutral. I’m not happy about it, but I’m not sad either.
I miss you. Not enough to want you back, but...
I am thankful for everything that happened between...
You don't need a boyfriend to feel loved. You...
Bottom Line: YOU DON’T NEED A BOYFRIEND.
I hate liking someone I don't have a chance with.
you don't gaf.
I'll be 100% Real.
I honestly believed you were my other half, the perfect guy for me. Damn.. our personalities clicked like MAGIC. Being with you was so smooth and easy. Every day, some sort of memory was made. It was easy and not complicated. Then slowly, we faced more complications. Disagreement after disagreement, issue after issue. Man, it became too much for us.
I wanted to back out a couple times, because I...
It is SO EASY for some people to walk away.
It's funny
infamous57:
chrisxcudi:
how most guys that know how to treat a girl right, don’t have girlfriends
True, but we don’t have girlfriends, because most of them don’t deserve to be treated right.
Don't make someone your everything, because when...
You don't miss me. You BARELY love me. Your...
Yeah, life is good for you huh?
You can't fight and fight for someone. But if...
You can't be surprised that I wasn't ready to lose...
sigh. what do i keep doing wrong.
Is it selfish to try to not care as much so as to...
I won't try to be that "perfect girlfriend."
margaretguzman:
I’m a confusing girl. I’ll annoy you, do stupid shit, get mad about the smallest things you do or don’t do, get sad about the times when you don’t talk to me, make a big deal about the things you say, occasionally be a bitch cause i’ve been fucked in the past, get jealous when you talk to other girls, and hate you for the way you make me feel at times. Yeah, this is me. If you...
List Of Things I Will Do.
-Text my boyfriend with more effort in keeping the conversation going.
-Text goodmorning and goodnight.
-Dont assume.
-Dont start fights over every little thing.
-Tell guys to quit getting at me.
-Dont flirt.
-Try Try Try
Fuck Hoes.
If we tell someone what is bothering us, we're...
Fuck life.
I thought.
Do you know how it feels like to be told “brb” with no explanation? Do you know how it feels to tell someone you love them and get a “you too” back? Do you know how it feels to write someone a letter and get a “thanks” back and nothing else? Do you know how it feels to try to show your love ALL the time and never once get anything back? I thought we were...
I hate when you write your boyfriend something...
Excuse me, but how long did it take you to “like” that? Half a second right?
Well when I wrote you your letter, it definitely took more than half a second.
I took my TIME to think out what I wanted to say and to express my love and that’s ALL I get in return?
Wow.
The broken pieces.
These broken pieces around me are scattered on the wooden floor. The pieces are shards of glass cut into all different shapes and sizes. I’m sitting in this mess, hopeless. A boy around my age approaches, his hard stare forces me to look away. His expression changes, he is confused. He cautiously bends down and picks up a shard of glass. He lays it on an empty space on the floor. He looks at...
When you care too much, you're clingy and you lose...
I miss...
-Being in your profile picture.
-Reading your tumblr and seeing a post about me.
-You telling me to hurry up with my homework so that we can webcam.
-You calling me just because you miss my voice.
-You telling me you love me, at random times.
-You counting down the days until our anniversary.
-You asking me to call you at night when I can.
-How it used to be.
But despite these...
You know what’s sad? When someone considers you their best friend, and yet you don’t feel the same way.
I just hate the doubt that you give me. I feel like things aren’t the same. You don’t seem as happy as before. You don’t act the way you once did.
Alright then.
I am not being a flirt. Just shut up.
I avoid...
-Doing things I used to do with my ex, with my current boyfriend. (Traditions and things like that)
-People who i’ve had complicated friendships with
-Drama
-Flirts/Homewreckers
-Drinking & Drugs
-Falling “in like” with the wrong people.
-Getting into situations where I am provoked to be disloyal.
My boyfriend and I love running away from...
LOL
Dear Boys & Girls That Are High Off Of Whoremones:
Quit provoking us to be disloyal. It’s fucking annoying.
I just want you to love me back.
I still love you. I may not always smile when I see you. I may not always feel like talking. I may blog as if you never make me happy. I may not blog about you at all. You may not be the only guy on my facebook wall. You may not be in my profile picture. You may not be the only one I’m texting or calling. You may not always have hope in us. I may not always give my effort. I may not be the...
I'm tired of feeling..
-Worried
-Mad
-Sad
-Anxious
-Paranoid
-Unhappy
-Tired
-Hurt
-Scared
Can I just be happy please?
Okay so a couple months ago I went on a fieldtrip to Santa Clara w/ this club I’m in, FBLA. That trip was the mofuckinnnng bomb. I want to go all out with details but I don’t want to get in trouble.. ;)
But basically, Ima be competing in STATE. That means.. 4 days I think? Two dances, great America, going out to eat, sleepovers.. Etc. Damnnnnnn, I’m excited as fuh!
Always someone else.
Think of it like this.. There is always someone out there who wants to be with your girl. There is always someone who finds her cute, funny, nice and easy to talk to. There is always another guy who wants her number, who looks forward to seeing her everyday. There is always another guy who LIVES just to see her smile. But you have her, and he’s just a guy waiting until you’re gone.
...
I’m going to be honest. It is only human nature to find people attractive. But if you’re in a relationship, it still hurts to hear the person you’re with talk about how “cute” or “hot” someone is. Sure, it’s only natural to think that. However, some things are better kept to yourself.
You know what I love? Good morning and goodnight...
If you have a boy/girlfriend, here’s something simple you can do for them.
Remind them you love them. It doesn’t hurt to tell them, especially if you mean it.
If you can’t be loyal to your fucking girl/boy, leave. Don’t waste their precious time when they could be with someone that truly valued them, and ONLY, them.
Nobody likes to be lead on. No one likes to believe that all those sweet things you say, are being said to someone else. No one likes looking like the fucking FOOL for believing and falling for your stupid tricks.
Treat...
Sleepy. I keep thinking about stuff that shouldn’t matter.
I suggested summer school for many reasons. I could get ahead of my classes. Not only could I get ahead in math or science, but I could take a Fine Art, and get it out of the way. In that case, I would have a free elective class because I wouldn’t have to take a Fine Art. I could get ahead, and get more credits. It would benefit me GREATLY to do this.
But my mom isn’t willing to drive...