February 2012
Minor Damage
I can’t choose my struggles. Half the time I don’t understand what I did to deserve them. Honestly, I dont understand why God, if he exists, would say, “Let’s repeatedly break this girl’s heart and see how much she can take.”
I’m tired of meeting the wrong guys, go back to the ones that only hurt me in the past, and so on. I’m tired of the...
This is for you.
I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but I’ll say it anyways. Maybe initially, it was the memories that rekindled my old feelings. But even you said that that first conversation was once, and our following ones were just us talking normally. Well talking to you and hanging out with you reminded me why I liked you so long ago. The way we clicked easily. How familiar you were....
Anonymous asked: Oh lol. No. But does he like yo?
Anonymous asked: You know Andrew Nguyen? What's the reason why you don't like him as more than a friend? He's cute, smart, and funny. He's not your type? But why???
Well fuck you then, damn.
I hate how hypocritical you were being. Really? Damn.
I just hate thinking that I’m probably right. Sigh.. Like deep down I’m trying to tell myself to not trip or worry, but I can’t help it. Cus I already know whatsup. Sigh. Fuck.
I hate how I over think EVERYTHING. It propels me to be in a bad mood and makes me wonder why life never goes my way. It makes me feel disappointed and confused. It makes me blow things out of proportion. Sometimes I know I should be happy, but I can’t help but point out where things went wrong, no matter how minor.
hell0imkarla:
Are we dating, are we fucking, are we best friends, are we something in between that
Time to actually do shit instead of sitting around thinking.
To live with expectations = To live with disappointment.
Drowning in thoughts.
50 Things You Need To Give Up Today →
halfhissize:
Give up trying to be perfect. – The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done.
Give up comparing yourself to others. – The only person you are competing against is yourself.
Give up dwelling on the past or worrying too much about the future. – Right now is the only moment guaranteed to you. Right now is life. Don’t miss it.
Give up...
Well today didn’t go as planned! Lol. Just went to his house and chilled and whatnot. Went out to get food. Then we just hangout some more and he just drove me home. We got a slushy though and it was good! I left my phone there tho -_-. Most likely seeing him tomorrow.
Life got THAT much more complicated
Things would've been different if you tried too.
ohthatkevin:
THIS.
It fucking sucks, honestly? How I am at this fork in the road, at risk of hurting someone that has become important to me. Fuck fuck fuck
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Hanging out with him for the first time since 2010. It’s so weird.
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